Age let’s keep it a hush. That’s what we are suppose to do, right? Ladies? There’s no shame in leveling up. Days before turning 28, I was freaking out. Piling up all the things I haven’t reached yet and where I expected to be. Basically tearing myself down with defeating thoughts of not being x,y,z. I share this because it was real and I felt alone.
When all else fails PRAYER works! God I’m so thankful. In those moments I gathered a bunch of shit that no longer suited me and just mixed around until I was tangled up. My 7 years of being in my twenties taught me so much about my anxious thoughts of moving so fast, wanting everything right away, wanting it all and at the same time, falling in love and getting my heart broken, expectations and how you break your own heart, being real with everyone don’t help no one but you, you can love people from a distance, the power of making things work for me etc.
It’s been such a journey of letting people go, transitions in jobs, meeting amazing friends along the way and learning how much of a boss babe I’ve always been based on the positions I’ve worked for and things I’ve overcame. One of the most important roles I’ve had was being a manager, having power and utilizing it to lead people and not allowing that power to go on a power trip.
My first 7 years has taught me all the things I will not tolerate and what I won’t continue to carry into my next. I’m just thankful and grateful to be able to be here to see another year to use my gifts and share them. Also, knowing now what I want more than I’ve known before. Still don’t have it “ALL Together” but, at least knowing what you don’t want will help catapult into the right direction.
So here I am welcoming 28. Claiming this year will be filled with LOVE, LIGHT, PEACE, GOOD HEALTH and Abundance in all areas.
As always lots of love and bub,